so i’m not gonna lie, craig – i’m past the point of empty right now. i’m exhausted mentally. every day, 7 days a week from before sun up to past sunset, i am at my computer working. there are so many gears going at once, and i have to constantly switch them up that i feel like i’m not being efficient with my time. even right now, as i recordRead More →
happy february everybody. i did the thing i said i was gonna do. i fired myself. i’ll be honest, this is the only time i’ve ever left a job without having “another job” lined up. not to say i don’t have big plans, but this is the only time i’ve ever planned to not get a traditional job again. but blue, have you lost your damn mind? is this someRead More →
if it sounds like i recorded this episode while buried underground, it’s because i did. spooky.Read More →
so i think i quit my job. and i don’t have another job lined up. follow along as i contemplate throwing myself into a den of lions in this episode of “what the fuck have you done, blue?”Read More →
laziness is annoying as hell. yeah, i know i got a lot of things i should be doing, but dang it, i really don’t feel like it. i’m sure i’m not the only one who’s been in this situation. having a lazy day isn’t typically an issue, but being constant laziness can cause you a lot of strife in your life. hey, that rhymed. learning to deal with our lazinessRead More →
“you have to push yourself, you need to test yourself, get out of your comfort zone.” how many times have you heard that? what does that even really mean? it means to put yourself at risk, to make yourself feel uncomfortable, to put yourself in a place where you feel less than confident, less than competent. but for WHAT exactly? when is the last time putting yourself at risk constantlyRead More →
hello again accountabilibuddies. anybody else have an apple watch and hate the stand ring? i understand how it works, but it really grinds my gears on those days when i’m not moving around the office like a madman. the last few months, i’ve been drenched in my own sweat, melting into a puddle of fast food and slowly morphing into a permanent concrete water fountain spitting out diet dr pepper andRead More →
i think on a previous episode, i spoke about how i’m always pushing several balls forward, very slowly, but it’s happening. some balls roll forward for days and weeks, months even, while some balls get left behind. i’ll glance over my shoulder at those couple of sad balls, but instead of abandoning them like i probably should, i give them a couple of nudges forward, hoping that will be enoughRead More →